In yoga, one of the most important teachings is chitta vritti nirodha. To still the fluctuations of the mind, and become one with all that is. When we do this, the positive impulses get clearer and louder. We have clarity. A clear intuitive road. I believe when we trust and follow our guiding feelings, we are practicing a version of asteya - non-stealing. We are no longer taking energy away from ourselves.

We are not often taught to understand that negative feelings can be transient, like clouds passing over. Or that from a yogic perspective, the root of all suffering is to actively believe in the illusion of the self. This is known as avidya - the ignorance of truth.

As in almost every wisdom culture, big yogic concepts like the above were often taught via fantastical stories and mythology. The Hindu story of Goddess Kali's bloodlust is a bold and wonderful tale that teaches us how we can lose ourselves violently in the illusion of the self, and also how we can return to truth via stillness and surrender…

Many will say that ahimsa means you have to be a vegan, that you can never get angry, never hurt a fly, you should be a pacifist, a pushover, you should 'just let it go' all the time etc. While it's true that the general gist of ahimsa is to not cause harm to anyone or anything, it's important to understand - and always so humbling for me to remember - that a person who harms themselves will inevitably harm another at some stage. The outer world reflects the inner world, always.

Somewhere in Northern India around one thousand and six hundred years ago (!), a magical sage named Patanjali compiled the yoga sutras; a detailed collection of knowledge and instructions for the wise practice of yoga. Within these yoga sutras a structured path was outlined. It was called the eight limbs of ashtanga yoga. This was a journey of eight branches that, if followed and mastered, was said to lead the practitioner to experience samadhi (unconditional bliss) and enlightenment - freedom from suffering. The first of these limbs was called the yamas…

Nothing in this world is separate, and vyana vayu ensures that our body remembers this and positions itself firmly in pursuit of balance and integration. Practically, we can understand that vyana vayu relates primarily to our circulation system, but it also governs our lymphatic system, our nervous system, and the fluidity of our thoughts and emotions...how easily do we allow things to shift and flow within us? How smoothly can we move through hardship, and gain momentum for swift expansion? How gracefully can we come together, lean on others, support others, and cultivate regular practices that feel to us like coming home, like plugging in. 

Udana vayu has the very special task of bringing our energy into higher planes of consciousness. For example, when you are awake and in the process of falling asleep, this is udana vayu in action. When you transition further into a deep sleep, udana vayu is flowing to support you towards the dream state, and beyond. When you die, it's believed that udana vayu directs your prana to return as one with the whole universe; like a drop of water coming back to the ocean for respite. This is when you are said to experience true yoga, union, on the journey towards reincarnation - when it all starts again. 

The yoga scriptures described this samana vayu as the 'middle breath'. Samana vayu helps us to keep our balance between the intake of energy (prana vayu) and the release of energy (apana vayu). When you hit two small rocks together, one moving up and the other moving down, you get a spark - fire - agni - this is samana vayu in action. 

Apana vayu means letting go. Surrendering. Crying. Laughing uncontrollably. Yes, farting as well. The direction of apana vayu prana (down and out energy) flows most unrestricted when we are deeply asleep. When there is a full energetic reset. Female bodies may perhaps recognise the call of apana vayu more intimately than others, because it is so undeniable when menstruation happens - the urge to cry, rest, release, start again. Every single month, for some, like clockwork. In a cycle. Winter is when the world blows in the direction of apana vayu.

The yogis believed that choosing to slow down your breath, focus on your breath, experience your breath, discipline your breath, would lead to an improved life experience in every possible sense, because what you are really doing is focusing your life energy, guiding it, disciplining it, letting it move for you in a way that serves you.

The five vayus are often translated as the 'five sacred winds', because they are defined as the intentionality of energy moving within the body. Each of the five vayus governs a different function in the body, like digestion, discernment, expression, circulation, and so on.

It is interesting to note that even joy and happiness is thought of as an illusion in yogic texts; a craving that can ultimately lead to suffering. When we talk about the koshas accurately we are not just talking about a perceived reality, but rather an ancient system of observing story and impermanence; the five ways through which we can misunderstand the truth. 

Rather than making yoga into a goal-orientated sport of trying to squeeze bodies into poses, use it instead as a practice for cultivating confidence in your ability to feel for and follow what you know is right. Your alignment is unique to you, it changes every single day, and if you can practice finding it on your mat - you might find it easier to practice finding it in your life as well. Cue the glorious end of people pleasing! 

The wisdom body is a sensory body, a feeling body. It is the right instinct to run without first having a rational cause. It is the whisper on the wind that says go there, not that way, not just yet, this is it, wait, go now.

Your mind is like a shallow pond of water through which you are trying to see your own reflection. When the water is agitated, all you see is illusion. But if you can still the water, allow it to grow calm, the answer becomes clear.

Empathy and compassion are skills that cannot be undervalued in our world. But living too much in the energy body can be like walking around with no skin - painful, exposed, and without the power to help those whose pain you take you on so bravely. 

There is a place deep within you that is wise and knows the way. And if you go even deeper than that, there is a whole and pure part of you that is living, constantly, in a state of unconditional bliss….